To be human is to be hugely affected by what is happening in the world

Sadness, depression and grief may linger in your heart

Colours fade into one tone of grey

You may even gasp at the edge of despair, sometimes

For one breath of hope, you’d give your life

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* * *

Often, you may question your sanity

You may wake up screaming at night

Your pillow soaked with tears streaming

You may wonder if it is all but a bad dream,

A nightmare rather

Or is it a 3D horror movie in which you’re sucked in somehow

An observer, helplessly watching

* * *

* * *

Did I read that correctly?

Did I truly hear the little girl saying such words?

Is that world for real?

Are those perpetrators even human?

Did I land in the wrong universe?

* * *

* * *

Volcanoes erupt in your chest

Battles rage in your head

and you,

YOU… are crushed in between

* * *

* * *

Watching in curious apprehension

You try to regain bearings

To be a voice of reason

Amidst this madness

 * * *

* * *
You hold your fearful heart, tight

You take your mind by the hand
Hush hush its flying thoughts

Tap its shoulder, ever so gently

and whisper

Dear mind, do you mind to step aside for a moment

With all due respect, your knowledge is but a speck


You are not the author, you are not the hero

Not even an actor, or a comma in the script

and the story, O the story

Written on plane ∅ with letters of Light

Finely tuned explosion shattered nothingness into being

Time was born

Layer upon layer, the cosmos unfolds

Pages turning, evolving, a masterpiece

Exquisite beauty

Grand splendour

Sublime grace

Each chapter surpasses the one before

In elegance and magnificence

Imagine the ending, in a world unseen !

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* * * * * * * * * *
Mind retreats, devout in silence

Heart serene

* * * * * * * * * *

* * *

Be conscious of the soul you are

Listen to the songs within

Spread your wings high and wide… Rise above

Heighten your inner resolve … Affect change

Tighten the rope to the Source… Spread hope

Smile at the rainbow again… The End is worth it

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❤︎ Sisters ❤︎

Dima, my beloved
A precious heart, a soul sublime
A heavenly angel floating by
My refuge when going gets tough
My safe-haven soulmate
A gifted child,​ magic-wand fingers
Everything you touch, a masterpiece supreme
* * *
Reem, my beloved
​A smile from ear to ear

No matter how hard life is

No matter how severe


A walking heart with gorgeous grin
A meadow of kindness, of empathy a well of tears
* * *
Nadia my beloved
An open book, what you see is what you get
No grudges, no hate, no matters how hurt
A river of love flowing untamed
No obstruction stands in its way
Your joy is being there for whomever in need
* * *
Sweet sisters, my beloved
What did I do to deserve you!

Just Imagine!


By threshold of existence

Bewildered and spellbound




Over threshold of death

Perplexed and mystified




By threshold of lunacy

One foot in and one foot out




At the threshold of love

Awestruck and mesmerized


Just imagine


If only

You and I

Could leap over

Cross the line

If this is not Child Abuse, What is?

No Chance by Chance

Ignore the galaxies

Forget the universe

Please listen carefully
Let mathematics speak

For an “average sized” single protein
To form by chance
From a soup of amino acids
The probability is:

Not one in a million
Not one in a billion
Not one in a trillion
Not even one in zillion
Not one in zillion… zillion… zillion
Zillion… zillion… zillion

And I don’t even know what zillion is

The probability is:

One in 10ⁿ
(Where n=300 )

In mathematics
If the probability is < one in 10ⁿ
(Where n=150 )

It is accepted as a zero probability

But wait

This is not the end of the story

That is only just one humble protein

If we explore more:
One of the smallest bacteria ever discovered
Has 600 proteins

What about human cell?
Nucleic acids
And much much more

Not to mention RNA or DNA

All arranged in specific order

Complex structure

Harmonious function

Intricate proportions

Exquisite design

Don’t you think
Saying such perfection is accidental
Is a little bit OTT
How many chance, upon chance, upon chance

Could “science” rely upon

Or use as an excuse

To explain away the mastery of this mystery, we call Life

“Chance” is not an explanation to how

“Chance” is not an answer to why


This is not “chance”

This is BNO

Be in Awe


Free Freedom

Life has taught me

The most wonderful thing about it is

All its treasures come free

* * *

Rocks and pebbles

Amazing stones

Mighty trees



Shining stars

Sky that shelters

The air we breathe



Hills and mountains

Shores and valleys

Rivers and seas


Sand and soil

Snow and rain

Clouds and breeze




Hands that feel

Hearts that dance

Joints and knees



Flowers and roses

Colours and shades

The eye that sees



Enchanting sounds

Humming birds

The ear that hears



Friends and family

Love and joy

The smile that heals



I also learned that

All its creatures… born free… born free


Why is the fight then?

Why oppress? why enslave?

When freedom is for ALL




Who? You !


I think of You

My soul fills with poetry

My heart pounds with joy


The Last Encounter with my Atheist Friend

A few day ago, I lost a dear friend, with whom I worked for supporting Palestine and the Palestinian cause.
We also had deep existential discussions about meaning of life, God, faith…etc.

Unfortunately, for many years, he joined the crowd who accused me of “antisemitism”, however about a year ago, he rethought his position and regretted what was done, came many times to visit me despite his very ill-health.

This is my tribute to the good memory of my friend, sharing with the world, our last encounter:

*  *  *
In his hospital bed
He spoke of agony and the torment in his head
“The closest I could describe”, he said
“As if my head is full of chains, entangled and rattling inside
While being pulled in every direction”
He told me he’s yearning to find some peace
Not through brain-numbing tablets
But the other way, the spiritual way
“Even though I was an atheist, I never was anti-religion
I always respected people of faith” he whispered
“Sometimes when I used to feel overwhelmed by life
I used to stop by the mosque on the way
Sit there for sometime
Watch people pray
Much love, warmth and peace
I always felt in that place
Calm and uplifted I left
Every time I’ve been”
Gasping for air
Gasping for life
Gasping for help
Holding on my hand
In utter despair
“I want to feel that peace again”, he said
* * *
Did you try praying?” I asked
“Try it out, just say anything that comes to mind
* * *
With tear filled eyes, and trembling voice, he said:
“but I don’t know how
I don’t know what to say
I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start”
* * *
Just say God, help me”, I whispered
* * *
“God help me
God, help me

God, help me…”

He repeated passionately

Pausing for a moment, he said:
“I feel like a hypocrite
I don’t want to be a hypocrite
 I never called unto God, never believed
I don’t want to be a hypocrite”
* * *
You are not a hypocrite, just say:
“God, IF you are there please help me”
* * *
Tears streaming,  repeating over and over and over again:
 “God if you are there , if you hear me, please help me”
“God, I want to believe, God I want to believe…”
“God, if what am going through is my repay
for the bad things I’ve done in my life, so be it”
“I guess I know why I wasn’t able to  believe
I refused to acknowledge my vulnerabilities
The need for someone greater is a sign of weakness,
I always thought”
“I know how atheists think
They think that people of faith are weak idiots
Gullible freaks
But how can that be!
When the strongest most intelligent people I ever met;
Were a devout Muslim woman  and a Christian priest”


Just as I was leaving, saying goodbye

He asked me to write “the prayer I said”

On a piece of paper

I did

“God, IF you are there please help me”

* * *

May your God-yearning soul find its way Home

May it finally dwell in peace



Hey Mr Trump


Nahida Declaration

I Nahida -exiled Palestinian since over fifty years, declare:

Washington to be the Eternal Capital of “israel”

USA to be the Promised Land for the Jewish people

President Bush, accompanied by Chabad Rabbis, is seen in the Oval Office of the White House in Washington, Tuesday, April 15, 2008, after signing the Honor of Education and Sharing Day Proclamation. (AP Photo/Gerald Herbert)


A Deafening Silent Cry



































































Home in my Heart

Grief nested in every corner

Sorrow-filled heart cocooned, exhausted

​Gasping for life, strangled by years of separation

Yearning ​for loved ones in far away lands

Praying in despair for a moment of contentment

Of reunion


​Lo and behold

Gracious Hands​ descend in abundance

Carrying loved ones on wings of mercy

Gathering them one by one

Inside this weary heart they danced and smiled

Under their feet wild flowers bloom

Thank You dear Lord, they’ve come back home


Hour before the Dawn

* * *

Earth is throbbing in curious anticipation

The avalanche is fast approaching

People dazed in deep sleep

Some eyes are peeled as if they know

* * *
* * *

Time to retreat, weary soul

Time to retreat

Rest in a niche where Light descends

Hand it all over to the One Supreme

Carve a hole in your heart, braid your loved ones in

One by one

* * *

* * *

O soul

Put your temporary house in order

Clean up the mess before the storm

Pluck up the weeds and plow the soil

Scatter the seeds for those to come

Give it back better than you received

Stunning… Atrociously beautiful

Humbly put your head down and pray

A modest sign of ample gratitude

* * *

* * *

Raise your gaze up to the sky

Note the signs to your dwelling place

Adorn the garden of your home eternal

Let love flow free, let kindness prevail

Follow your soul, she knows the way

Let her guide you to your heavenly abode

Beneath the Throne of a Gracious Lord

Gaze in amazement at the glorious sight

Wither to nothingness before the Majesty

Splendour no eye had ever seen

* * *

An Ode for Hope

* * *

The more they deplore, attempt to destroy

The more I fall in love, fiercely adore

* * *

* * *

The more they poison, crush or trash

The more I delight, hold dear and revere

* * *

* * *

The more they smash, sever or detach

I will kiss it better, wholeheartedly embrace

* * *

* * *

Do as you please, choose evil be vile

Break me, you will never… shake me you will fail

* * *

* * *

My inexplicable verve -driving you insane, is not of my own

A droplet from above, bequest of the Divine, Most Loving Sublime
* * *

Controlled opposition? You Bet!



I find this precious admission -by none other than the handler himself bragging about his role in “engineering” Palestinian actions and reaction, I find it horrifically disturbing yet not all surprising, in fact it offers a profound confirmation to all what I have had suspected and have been writing about all along

With the above few words by Tony Greenstien, we caught the “handler” red handed, offering us the damning irrefutable evidence against his own work as a “handler” par excellence. We stand stunned before one notorious Jewish anti-Zionist -who “perfected” his role in controlled opposition, exposing his dirty tricks in manipulating Palestinians, meddling with their discourse, attempting to control their narrative and steer and divert their noble struggle of liberation into one of ADL battlefields, namely “fighting antisemitism”.

Under such conditions and with this glaring example of preemptive calculated strikes, aiming at defining the aims, tactics, and agenda for Palestinians and steering the pro-Palestinian movement as a whole via “handling” Palestinians themselves and “engineering” Palestinian discourse, it is imperative for the Palestinians and Palestine Solidarity movement to introduce regulations that will shut the door before any such manipulators, and open doors for unrestricted intellectual debate, freedom of expression and transparency. Failure to address these serious issue would only cause the continuation and aggravation of the crippling shift that has already befallen the movement.

It is therefore essential to crack open the shells of exclusion and secrecy of  Jewish anti-Zionist groups, wherein the Greensteins of our world thrive and prosper in their exclusive Jewish only groups, to plot and “engineer”, and wherein discussions are consumed by fighting “antisemitism” and bashing “holocaust deniers”. Time has come to put an end to exclusive private meeting in which discussions are exhausted by questions like which “unfavourable” information should be concealed, which debate to “allow”, which books to burn, which people to disavow, which motions to propose and which events to protest or to oppose.

It is paramount to expose the origins and “engineers” of such sinister attacks against free thinking activists who might not conform to “permissible” line of discourse, and to challenge the ghettos in which such manipulation is cooked and shamelessly “engineered”.


Oh boy, haven’t we seen that before!

Remember this?

A glimpse into the mindset and modus operandi of AZZ:










Who is Teaching Children Hate?

A Tribute to Motherhood

Logic of the absurd:

How “backward” and “oppressive” it allegedly is to expect educated intelligent working mothers to stay at home, when you can have often less educated, less intelligent and less capable bring other people’s children up and be their  educators and spiritual lanterns!

Unfortunately, in our day and age there are many who perceive stay-at-home mothers as a “waste of talent”, “backward”, “oppressed” and even “anti-feminists” and “misogynists”. I find it reprehensible when some condescendingly look down upon women who choose to stay at home and take motherhood as a career, as if a person’s identity is defined by their job title, or their worth is measured by the figures in their bank accounts.

Each child is born to one and only one mother, upon whom he/she is totally dependent, extremely vulnerable and in dire need for her attention, time, love and devotion in order to survive and thrive, yet every other profession is easily replaceable

 Psychiatrists and psychologists acknowledge that early years in the life of a child are the most impressionable and most important in his/her entire future life, in terms of physical, mental and psychological health, personality development, spiritual growth and even in the formulation of their ethics and morality.

Furthermore, these early years fly by like a dream, and when they are gone, they are gone forever, thus every second of it counts as endless blessings and ever-growing joy to be held and cherished forever.

Sadly, I am aware that some women have no choice in the matter, due to their circumstances they are forced to leave their children for long hours and work, my heart goes out to you if you are a mother in that situation.

From personal experience, even though my formal education was in mathematics, I have always took much joy and esteem in my career as a mother. Despite all the hardships, sleepless nights, and exhausted body, the reward of watching the smile of my baby, hearing the giggles of my daughter, or having my heart tickled by the sound of  the word “mama” from their sweet lips, was all worthwhile. Motherhood to me was a career chosen with passion, I embraced it whole, enjoyed every second of it, and I wouldn’t change it for the world.

In every other career people deal with the part, the linear, the less complex; they operate machines, write words, manufacture tools, device laws, cure illnesses, operate on parts of the body, teach a topic…etc, they all deal with specific segments of objects, or with parts of a human being.

Mothers however, deal with the most complex, most evolved and most challenging; the entirety of a human being from A to Z. They are entrusted to bring Life to Life, and to look after Life for many years to come until it’s ready to face life standing on its own. Mothers are trusted to be handed a white paper, a blank canvas, a pure being, a spotless soul and let free to paint their masterpiece and create their most endearing legacy.

To conclude, in my humble opinion, Motherhood, the selfless, the altruistic, 24/7 unpaid job, erroneously labeled “unemployed”, is the noblest of careers and highest of human achievements.

I am an avid advocate of Motherhood as a career

particularly, during children’s early tender years

Our Adored Planet

Heart Pounding

Mind Blowing

Breath Taking

Soul Capturing

Life Invigorating


Once Upon a Cloud

Up I jump, high I fly

On a rainbow stairs, I reach the sky

To a silver cloud, I tie my dream

So no one could reach, but I

With moon ray blanket, I wrap it tight

Give it a hug, kiss it goodnight

Leave there until a day comes

Heavenly grace, before I die

I pick it up and bring down

No questions asked, no how or why

Plant its seeds in fertile hearts

Then watch it bloom before my eyes

“Soak it, and Drink its Water”

We have a saying in Arabic used in response to any thing that is said or done which is deemed worthless, meaningless or contemptible

انقعها واشرب ميتها
“soak it, and drink its water”

This should become our standard response to any pathetic baseless accusations of “antisemitism”, when all what we are actually trying to do is to engage honestly, intellectually and with all integrity in a serious quest for TRUTH, in an attempt to find accurate diagnosis to the ills of our world today, to STOP the mad wars, to stop the exploitation of the poor, weak and vulnerable by the insanely rich and powerful clique, so to give our poor planet a chance to HEAL

So, to all those who have no argument in the face of truth, except the baseless false accusation of “antisemitism” against dignified intellectuals, compassionate humanists, and genuine truth-seekers, to those I say:

Our love of truth is greater than your desire to control the narrative


From the Horse’s Mouth

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Stop, Listen, Look, Hope

The universe began, as far as we know, in a chaotic massive explosion, some billions of years ago, then slowly but surely the dance began; energies clustered, particles joined together, atoms formed, matter was born.

Then again slowly but surely, matter began to swim in orbits, galaxies twirled, stars swirled, planet formed, life was born (at least on the planet we live on)

Then ever since, we have been witnessing chaos moving to supreme order, mayhem to beauty, random explosions to fine-tuning, to consciousness, to morality, to kindness, to breathtaking beauty and exquisite harmony, despite all what SOME humans are doing.

It is this magical journey from chaos to balance, to beauty, to harmony to awareness, which indicates that we are moving forward, evolving with LOVING GUIDANCE, which in turn gives us boundless HOPE, despite the misery we are living today.

Thus whispers the kernel of my soul, to which every atom of my being celebrates and dances to, in every heartbeat and with every breath

About “antisemitism”- Truth and Falsehood

So, let me get this straight,

“Amalek hated Jews and wanted to annihilate ALL of them”

“Pharaoh of Egypt enslaved Jews and wanted to kill them ALL”

“Haman of Persia planned to kill ALL Jews”

“Hitler of Germany wanted to exterminate ALL Jews”

“Two Billion Muslims hate Jews and want to kill them ALL”

So, the entire world since the dawn of time has this inexplicable intrinsic “hatred” against Jews, for no particular reason ?

I.e the entire world is nothing but a bunch of hateful criminals, who are intrinsically evil, and only Jews are good who have always been the pure innocent victims of a mad world?


The claim that gentiles are innately “hateful antisemites” is not only wrong. It is OUTRAGEOUSLY RACIST, and OUTRAGEOUSLY ANTI-HUMAN.…/how-jewish-elites-use-an…

The level of “anti-human RACISM” is surpassed by none.

They dare to accuse entire peoples and cultures and even mankind as whole, with being GENETICALLY “antisemites” by propagating such enormous FALSE accusation, rather than having an honest look at themselves.

“Anti-Semitism is part of Europe’s DNA”, they dare to say!

I, an exiled SEMITE Palestinian no longer willing to hear a word about “antisemitism”, for we have been at the receiving end of vehement antisemitism for over a century. Jewish Zionists and their global network of supporters are the most antisemitic group humanity have ever see. period

No longer should we tolerate to be subjected to, or fall for the vacuous accusation of the so called “antisemitism”.

Moreover, we are now demanding an exposure of the SUPREMACY and RACISM within Jewish IDEOLOGY.

We demand an END to the anti-gentilism within that ideology.

It is about time that supremacists are brought before mankind to answer for their anti-human, anti-gentile ideology, attitude and behaviour…/quit-doubl…/










An Ode to Love

In defiance of their hatred, in defiance of their wars, in defiance of their destruction, in defiance of their death-promotion;
I sing for Love, I sing for Peace, I sing for Creation, I sing for Life

Hereby, I stand to defy their WW3
Would you come and sing with me?


We were not created to destroy

But to ​love, ​cherish and enjoy

Every atom there is

To marvel, be in awe

​To bow in glorious wonder

​Before the Majestic, Most Sublime

Like an atom in its orbit,

O​r​ a floating butterfly

​L​ike a dolphin in the ocean,

​O​r a feather passing by

​Like a flower sweet and tender

Or an eagle flying high

Like a baby’s face glowing

As he sings his lullaby

I twirl in ​august ​adoration​

Fading to nothingness

Mind blown to smithereens

Soul bouncing in the sky

A Wish

Wouldn’t I wish to be a floor-tile in one of your alleyways
A step for an antique pine door in one of your villages
Trampled upon by the dusty feet of your heroes
Wouldn’t I wish my cheeks to be soiled by the muddy shoes of your little ones
Stroked by the perfumed dresses of your dignified daughters, scented by
yearning and adoration of the missed ones
Caressing my chronic time-defying wound
Picking up my limbs, scattered all over
Whispering a lullaby to my tear-filled heart, might it get a fragment of a snooze
Restoring some tranquility to a soul anguished by separation
Some sanity, some calm, some peace


يا ليتني كنت بلاطة في احدى حواريك
أو عتبة لباب صنوبري عتيق في احدى قُريّاتك
تدوسني اقدام ابطالك المعفرة بعبق الارض
وتمرغ خديّ  أحذية صغارك الممزوجة بطيب طينها
وتلامسني أثواب ماجداتك المعطرة بأشواقها وحنينها للغائبين
تمسح جرحي الذي استعصى على الزمان
تلملم أشلائي المبعثرة في أقاصي الارض
وتهدهد القلب المثقل بالدمع عله يسهو لوهلة
أو ترد لروحي الملوعة بالفراق، بعضاً من سكينة
بعضاً من جَنان، من حنان من أمان



Left to my own devices

Head wobbles

Heart frozen

Soul parched

Deaf, dumb and blank



A droplet agape

A whisper from above

Words bounce in quantum leaps

Seeds rapture

Buds tremble

Flowers sway

Poems abound

All in bloom


حنُون يا حنُّون

حمراء قانية وكأنها قطرات دم الشهيد

وكأنها عبير عطره حين يُقرؤنا الوداع

وكأنها غرزات الحرير المخملي في ثوب أمه حين تبللها الدموع

وكأنها ترانيم ارتقاء روحه للفردوس تسكنها السكينة والخشوع

حُفت بأجنحة الملائك تسابق الريح لهفاً كي ترى وجه الحبيب

Poppies of compassion

Deep red, like drops of blood of the martyr

Like the scent of his perfume as he pays his farewell

Like silk stitches in the velvet dress of his mother, wet by tears

Like the chants of his ascending soul, to paradise

Where awe and tranquility dwell

Surrounded with wings of angels

Passionately racing the wind

Eager to meet the face of the Beloved

Gift of Life

A tiny spark shimmers with joy

Be … and it was

Breathed in, by the Most Gracious, Most Kind

Curious, teeming with love sublime

Clothed in flesh, and a wondrous mind

Gifted with a heart tender profound

Share this love my child, with all

Withhold it not from any creatur of mine

Stand for justice, witness for truth

Fill my world with kindness and smiles

Whispered the One, glorious His name

Then it was decreed in realms unknown

Pain is the ultimate companion of joy

Hardship will be your key to Eden

Patience is your way up to Heaven

Your final abode is the Haven of Mine

Despair not, you won’t be alone

Your soulmate is forever, by your side

Adore one another and pray for all

Hold on together, until you return

Nodded the child with the heart of gold

Yes my Beloved, Your will is mine

A rainbow filled the sky above

Announcing the birth of soul, divine

Makeup Prayer

❤ ❤ ❤ For all my daughters and sisters in humanity ❤ ❤ ❤

May your lipstick be honesty

May your manicure be kindness

May your powder be tenderness

May your bracelet be courage

May your ring be patience

May your perfume be love

May your hair do be humbleness

May your eye shadow be modesty

May your glamour be your graciousness

May your charm be your thoughtfulness

May jasmine be your wreath

May purity be your wedding dress

May wild flowers be your precious jewels

May your heart pound with humanity

May your soul radiate with heavenly beauty


الحمد لله

الحمد لله على نعمة الحياة بحلوها ومرها

الحمد لله على نعمة الرؤية بجمالها وآلامها

الحمد لله على نعمة السمع بعذوبتها وضجيجها

الحمد لله على نعمة الحب بروعتها وأوجاعها


Forever Thank You

Thank you for the gift of life
Sweet or bitter, the experience is worth it


Thank you for the gift of sight
Beauty or ugly, the WOW of it is worth it


Thank you for the gift of hearing
Soft or thunder, the puzzlement is worth it

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Thank you for the gift of consciousness
Cherished or ditched, the wonder of it is worth it


Thank you for the gift of love
Joyous or painful, the marvel of it is worth it

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Thank you for every atom ever created

Thank you for every grain of sand ever existed

Thank you for every breath by a soul ever taken

Thank you for every flower ever bloomed or yet to bloom

Thank you for every heartbeat ever pounded

Thank you for every ray of sunshine ever sparkled

Thank you for every sound ever heard

Thank you for every star ever burst into being

Thank you for every sun, moon and planet ever spun

Thank you for every galaxy ever spiraled in perfection

Thank you for every subatomic particle and black-hole big or small

Thank you for every act of kindness ever done by a living being

Thank you for every word ever spoken

Thank you for every song, every tune, every prayer and every psalm ever filled a heart with awe,  splendour  and adoration

Thank You God forever and ever

 ❤ and I love You ❤


Heavenly Waterfall


Darkness descends
Eyes shut, humanity falls down
Sludgy deep hole


I gasp for sanity
Help me Lord, slippery world
Don’t let me drown


Beloved child despair not
Hold on my hand
Fly towards my shoal


Cascade of light
Trickled from above
A rainbow from Heaven bathed my soul


Bubbles of love
Washed away my fear and pain
A wondrous waterfall


Danced my heart with joy
No longer broken
My being is bouncing whole


Blessed be thy Holy Name
Sublime is your tenderness
Graceful is your call


Thine is majestic glory
Most Gracious Most Loving
The Kindest of all


All Shades of Wonder

Weary of my colour?
Don’t be, God chose it for me
I do love His gift, magnificent
A touch of paint divine


Sublime brush is splashing
Perfect is the Maker
All shades of tender beauty
Glorious the design


Look into my eyes
Come and hold my heart
Feel my compassion
Fear me not, truly I am benign


A heavenly kiss awakens
Lonely jittery souls
A breath of love embracing
O feel it, brother of mine




You start connecting the dots

A definite pattern emerges

WOW shocking TRUTH


The most dangerous “allies”

Those who try to prevent you

From connecting the dots

Be cautious, be alert

Series of crimes

You scratch the surface

Same culprit every time

Every time

Every time

You talk in codes

No mention of names

Only the guilty objects

Accusing you of “hate”



❤ ❤ ❤
I love my father and his philosophy, he celebrates every day of the year. His greeting to every one he meets has always been “Happy New Year/Day, cousin”                              كل عام وانتم بخير ابن عمي


Good Morning World

A morning of optimism and hope

A morning of endurance, and willingness to cope

A morning of blessing, never ending grace

A morning of love, a divine embrace

A new day, a new year

To the oppressed,

A promise of victory, ever so near

❤ ❤ ❤

صباح التفاؤل والأمل

صباح الجد والعمل

صباح الخير والبركات

صباح الحب والبسمات

يوم جديد وعام جديد

ووعد بنصر للصابرين، غير بعيد

A Prayer for my Beloved

A prayer for all beloved people in my life


May your sleep be as serene

May your heart be as pure

May your grin be as warm

May your soul be as tender

May your days be as calm

May your nights be as blissful

May your life be as tranquil

May your mind be as peaceful

May your dreams be as delightful

As a sweet smile

on a sleeping baby face




Mystic Ties

We chased a rainbow one day
Pots of gold we found abound
Dormant, deep in our hearts
Bonded souls in separate realms
Intertwined, with mystic ties
Chant together Psalms of hope
Until we meet, loyal we stay

Don’t Miss it


Life is full of surprises

Rejoice in the beauty you find on the way



Humanity’s Heart

Humanity has a    Heart




Heart Whisper

Share the nectar of your heart

It will bloom in abundance



Know Thy Self

Connect with the child within, they say

I am the child within, I say



Biography of an Odd-Soul

* * *

A silent child I was

Hardly ever spoken

This girl is abnormally quiet, they whispered

She must be deaf or dumb

* * *

* * *

In a world of my own

Mind running amok

Curious feral child

Up a fig tree, pomegranate or mulberry

Dreaming endlessly

Tantalized by a world of wonder

Bursting with questions

Dying for answers

How did it all begin?

Where is it heading?

And why?
* * *
* * *

How many stars are there?

How come they don’t fall?

Why are shimmering?

Where do they go daytime?

What are sun and moon, doing up there?

What would we find at the edge of universe?

* * *
* * *

Who I really am?

How come I can think?

Who is that talking inside my head,

When my my lips are utterly sealed?

What am I doing here?

Where did I come from?

And most intriguing, why?

* * *

* * *

Looking at ants, wow, I am gigantic!

From afar, the minaret is smaller than my little finger

Up a mountain, flabbergasted, O my O my

I am so tiny, the sky is so high
* * *
* * *

Untamed child, with a stolen heart

Captured by a net, weaved of stars

A sky-gazer, fascinated by all

Everything flying leaf, every passing breeze
Every living being, big or small
* * *
* * *

My dad called me Elm, (knowledge in Arabic)

What do you want to be when you grow up

He asked one day

“A Philo-phoser”, certain, I replied

 * * *

* * *

At school, I would turn red-jam-jelly

When spoken to, or asked a question

Hence the nickname, Nena Red cheeks
* * *

* * *

My friends would hang around a bit, then would move on

They want to chat, play and run

I want to sit still, let my mind meander, up above the clouds

Why sky is blue? what are these fluffs scattered below?

If I stretch my hands that far, would I find out what they really are?

A silent child I was, an odd-soul

To play with, apparently was not much fun
* * *

* * *

Teenage years didn’t change much

My friends would be chattering and giggling away

When I draw near their chats would turn to whispers

To this very day, I have no idea what was going on

I knew they mentioned boys, but for heavens sake

Why was it so funny? what were the giggles all about?

A silent child I was, an odd-soul

To include in conversations, apparently wasn’t cool
* * *

* * *

Bothered, I was most certainly not

In fact I was relieved

Too fascinated in my world of wonder

Vast and ever expanding

With this awesomeness, who would want some silly jokes anyway

A silent child I was, an odd-soul

A dreamer living a dream

Eden hues, supreme

* * *

Ken O’Keefe

Heaven is Nigh


 * * *

Have you ever

Been approached

By a two years old

His smile is radiant, and eyes closed

 * * *


 * * *
Have you ever

Been tenderly hugged

By a two years old

Warm hands around you, no longer cold

 * * *


 * * *

Have you ever

been softly told

By a two years old

“Thank you for showing me the moon”

* * *


 * * *

Have you ever

Seen so much love

Felt so much bless

So much euphoria and gratitude

 * * *


Stand Up for Children


There is a war raging right now, not the one in the Middle East, eradicating lives, destroying entire civilizations, and wiping out human history from the face of the earth.

A different kind of WAR, a spiritual war aimed at destruction of our children’s souls, not just their physical bodies, a WAR on our children to rob them of all that is valuable, of love, joy, innocence, safety, trust and beauty.
A war intended to cause long term TRAUMA through fear and pain, which aims to create malleable, fragile, zombified, and easily manipulated generation, because humans are far easier to control under distress, fear and pain.

Under the guise of “education“, “art”, “liberalism” or whatever name they claim; children, nay, toddlers and even babies are being exposed to images they should have NEVER been exposed to, at their tender age, with the cheer and support of some who think this is “progress” and “advancement” in human societies.

I have listened to teachers talking about their experience with the so called  “sex education” when working with young children; most children exhibited signs of distress, they became extremely uncomfortable, agitated, closing their eyes or looking away and some actually physically threw up.

It is beyond me how can some people be so thoughtless, so insensitive, as not to recognize intuitively what is harmful to children and what is not!

For example, indoctrinating children with gender ideology and promoting surgical/hormonal/chemical child gender change, by the admission of the American College of Pediatricians and psychiatrists is harmful and dangerous. However, we are constantly bombarded with stories of “wonderful” and “brave” parents who help their child morph into the opposite gender, presented to us as the epitome of “human greatness and courage”

Worse, there are those to whom children are a prey, who have been working for decades to push their agenda, to “come out of the closet” and to promote their twisted sexuality into an accepted norm (maybe even “celebrated”). Under the guise of “sex education” they are pushing to reduce the age of consent, thus smoothly normalize and legalize paedophilia, while the rights, well-being and long term harm on children is crushed under.



Furthermore, if you, as a loving caring parent want to hold on to your ethics, and protect your children from such “education”, they come chasing you like mad dogs. They relentlessly attack, dehumanize and ridicule you, using all sorts of methods of abuse and name-calling, eerily similar to hasbara Zionists. In their cold, calculated rigid paradigm, and while they claim to abide by fluid relative moralism, there is no room for a different opinion.

They want us to believe that parents who want to protect their children from being prematurely exposed to explicit sexuality, when they are NOT yet ready neither mentally, nor emotionally nor physically, parents who want to give time to their children to BE CHILDREN and allow them the  space to grow, learn and thrive at their own pace are “uptight” and “zealous”

By their absurd “logic” feeding a newborn baby some heavy 3 course meal of roasted meat followed by chocolate cake coca cola to digest, is natural, healthy, and good for preparing the baby for the future because this is what he/she will be eating when they grow up, as all humans do.

The fact that babies are NOT READY yet to digest such heavy meals is “irreverent”.

In utmost love and agonising desperation I hereby declare that ROBBING children of their INNOCENCE is CHILD ABUSE.

It is our children’s absolute right to be protected from harm and danger. Harm and danger include exposing them to that which their entire being; physical, emotional and mental is not ready for.

Let me reiterate and be clear here, shoving prematurely  explicit sexuality and gender identity down the throats of our children and call it “education”, when they NOT READY, and when they have no idea even what gender is, is  CHILD ABUSE no less, a CRIME against our children, their innocence and their childhood. Paedophiles couldn’t wish for more.

Therefore, I call upon all those who are concerned about the future, health, happiness, safety and well-being of our children to stand up and speak up against this hideous war targeting the very souls of our children.


Your Own WIFI

Avoid Lies and Deception as you avoid the Plague

Connect with what’s profoundly HONEST in you

That is the REAL YOU

and that is

Your very own


WIFI to Heaven

Cherish it

Never let it disconnect


How can you see evil and stay clean at heart?

Stay connected to the Infinite Divine

Heavenly WIFI: available and FREE to ALL

The only password is the desire to connect

Forgot to say

This WIFI is ultra secure

NOT hackable


A genuine smile is a prayer

An outward sign of an inwards grace

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SMILE often

Try to bring a smile to someone’s heart



EVERY genuine SMILE is

Breathtakingly BEAUTIFUL



Of Palestine and the World



“israel” comprises of almost half the Jewish population in the world (42.9%)

“israel” is supported by the vast majority of world Jewry who don’t live in that entity, through a very powerful lobby, extremely organised foundations and institutions, scattered across the globe

“israel” insists on calling itself the “Jewish state”, and demands that Palestinians and the rest of the world recognise it as such

“israel” has three parallel juristic systems that run simultaneously. They operate religious Talmudic, secular and military courts which separately deals with religious Jews, secular Jews and Palestinians respectively

Through its behavior over the past seven decades, “israel” has manifested all the ills which Jews have been accused of throughout history, (regardless of the right or wrong of these accusations), it has repeatedly exhibited every wrong, from lies, exploitation, theft, deception, breaking oaths and legal agreements, destruction of life and environment, organ theft, sex slavery, torture, biased and unfair legal system, murder of babies, supremacy, immorality and double standard in all dealings, justifying the usurping of what others have with “divine entitlement”, valuing the life of Jews over others, exhibiting, inciting and promoting dark hatred which justifies genocide, against non-Jews, EVERY ILL imaginable

“israel’s” existence and behavior has confirmed people’s most intense fears and left no shadow of doubt about what life looks like living under Jewish majority, authority and leadership

Through their staggering bias, blind loyalty and irrational behaviour, “israel’s” global supporters along with their powerful lobbies have earned an incredible amount of suspicion, resentment, and contempt for their glaring active role in inciting global wars (for the sake of “israel” and its “security”), manipulation of politicians, influencing global politics, attempting to criminalize the natural scientific study of history, and to muffle free thinking and open debate through introducing, writing and rewriting unjustified laws of “holocaust denial” and “antisemitism”

People are watching with intense curiosity the role of the lobby in brewing and fomenting hatred against the two billion Muslims, and in pushing for a “clash of civilization” which would threaten our planet of total annihilation, while at the same time actively concealing “israel’s” role in many False Flag operations, by preventing and ridiculing independent investigations

It is only a matter of time before the world would say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

If I was a Jew today, I would run a thousand million miles away from this entity and the ideology related to this entity

Let that sink in for a moment


A Prayer of Despair

* * *

If my anguish would turn into tears, oceans would overflow

If my sorrow would burn like fire, supernovas would roar and blow

Wish I could turn the clock back, delete every word I know

Wish I could erase my mind of every image I ever saw

* * *


* * *

“Ah! would that I had died before this!

Would that I had been a thing forgotten, out of sight!”

(Qur’an, Mariam 19:23)
“يَـٰلَيۡتَنِى مِتُّ قَبۡلَ هَـٰذَا وَڪُنتُ نَسۡيً۬ا مَّنسِيًّ۬ا”

* * *


* * *
This is not a complaint, but a mere description of my pain

A hollow shell without You, a heap of nothingness

Scattered by wind, eroded by rain

* * *


* * *

I saw evil, I know it exists, I hold it in disdain

Let it not touch me, let it not near me

Let it not spoil my heart, let it not soil my soul

Solemnly I refrain

Thy refuge I seek, Thy guidance I follow, faithful I remain

* * *




* * *

Curious, no doubt, how could I not be?

Wanted to know EVERYTHING !

Forgot the wisdom, “be careful of what you ask for”

A footstep to Your Splendour, I asked to be

Commonsense! A footstep would be crushed under!

Hopefully not in vain
Empty me of me

Fill me of Your Love, fill me of Your Mercy

Sanity I regain

* * *


* * *

Curious, no doubt, how could I not be?

All I wanted to know is, what could be behind the edge of Universe!


And what is this fabulous life, all about?


That’s all !

* * *
* * *

Wherever I turn, whatever I do

I saw Your Splendour and awesome wonder, all around
Swept off my feet, blown away, besotted I sway, I meander

I fell in love with Your creation, before I was born

Flying between galaxies, bouncing over starts

Sliding over rainbows, dancing with sunshine

Weaving my curly hair with rays of moonlight

Clusters of daisies and a wreath of jasmine for my weary heart

* * *


* * *

Who would grieve when You are the Comforter?

Who would know fear, with Your Consolation?

Who would suffer pain, when You are the Healer?

Who would despair, when You are the Guide

* * *
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* * *
O soul calm down, come and heed the call
Kneel down and pray, God is the Greatest, God is Sublime
That spark within you, what you’ve been yearning for



O Balm of Mercy!
O Pure Holy Light !

I find my bearings, radiant again my face

Dazzled in amazement, grateful is my heart

Sparkle in my eyes, tranquil is my soul

Dreaming of tomorrow, peaceful, full of joy

* * *



* * *

Today, playing with my two years old grandson

as every day,

He found a hairbrush

Climbed behind me

Gently passing it through my hair

* * *


* * *

Suddenly stopped

Wrapped his little arms around my neck

and whispered: “ana bahibik

I love you

Treasures of Heaven fell into my lap

* * *


* * *

In his arms he held my soul

With that hug, I need nothing more

In my heart I had it all

* * *


Flower Power

The wise have said:
“if you love a thing so much, it will reveal its secrets to you”

* * *


* * *

Crazy world?


Feeling down?

Hold a flower

* * *

* * *

Breath it in

Let its scent

Kiss your heart

Feel its power

* * *


* * *

Sing and sway

Rinse your soul

Nectar dew

Heavenly shower

* * *


A Prayer of Gratitude

O bewildered eyes dazzled by a rainbow

For that I am grateful

O baby’s hands on a wrinkled face

For that I am grateful


O curious ears entranced by psalms

For that I am grateful

O healing smile kissing a pained soul

For that I am grateful

O pounding heart boisterous in love

For that I am grateful


O gift of life, marvelous astounding

For that I am grateful

Morning Has Broken

That moment

If I was to use all the words
Of all languages
Ever used by poets
Since time began
I’d never be able to describe
That moment


If I was to collect all the masterpieces
Of all the works of art
Ever designed
By man’s imagination
I could never repaint
That moment


If I was to live
All my past, present
And future
In pain, fear, and sorrow
Absorbing the suffering
Of all humanity
Since life began
It’s a price worth paying
To experience
That moment


Thank you for giving me
A taste of paradise on earth
If only for a moment


Thank you for opening a window
In my confined heart
In the here and now
Into eternity and infinity
If only for moment


Thank you
For blessing me with
That moment



With Open Arms

Soul, O soul don’t be sad
This turmoil is but a fleeting storm
Life is born of cosmic explosions
Stardust, supernovas and black holes
They make plans and the Most Sublime plans
Out of chaos, order supreme
They destroy nothing but their very own souls
Cheer up and dry those precious tears
Run to the One Most Gracious Most Kind
Open your arms and feel the Grace
With that embrace nothing can harm


Waking up every morning to the same nightmarish reality
Too much evil around
Plotter hiss in darkness
How best to destroy
Throbbing thunder
Ugliness abound
Heart trenched in sorrow
Horror, excruciating pain
Waking up every morning, to the same astounding reality
Bountiful goodness august
Lovers whisper of kindness
We cherish Life, we adore
Awesome wonder
Beauty sublime
Soul spins of joy
Bliss, unimaginable delight

Bubble Universe

In the bubble-universe of the “chosen”, every event, every accident, every incident, every fight, every flight, every motion, every emotion, every action, every reaction has one and only explanation: “antisemitism”


In the bubble-universe, throughout history, there exist only two types of people on this planet:

“antisemites” and “potential antisemites”


In the bubble-universe, the entire dictionary is comprised of one word: “antisemitism”, the rest is commentary


May We Learn

May we look, so we may see

May we listen, so we may hear

May we touch, so we may feel

May we think, so we may learn

May we see, hear, feel and learn,

So we may love, adore, share and care  ♥



I am afraid of what is to come

Afraid my little heart would not take all the gushing pain


Yearning to go Home